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חוֹרוֹנְזוֹן

The Dream of Choronzon

Bou-Saâda  ·  December 1909

A real ritual. Real words. Taken down by Victor Neuburg in the very moment they were spoken. Published by Aleister Crowley in "Liber 418: The Vision and the Voice" (1911) as the Vision of the Tenth Aethyr.

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scene I ש צ ק ר ת א ה CHORONZON

A circle was drawn in the sand of Bou-Saâda, in the Algerian desert. Inside it stood Aleister Crowley in a scarlet robe. Two metres from the circle lay an equilateral triangle, and in the centre of the triangle were the Latin letters of the name that was to call out its dweller.

Outside the circle, with a notebook in hand, stood Crowley's pupil and lover — Victor Neuburg, a twenty-four-year-old poet, in a white robe. His task was one thing: to set down every word spoken from within the triangle.

The name in the triangle was: CHORONZON.

scene II

Crowley made an offering — three doves, whose blood was poured inside the triangle. Blood — to give the entity a form. Without form, Choronzon could not be heard.

Then the Enochian calls of the Tenth Aethyr were uttered — Zax. The Aethyr of emptiness. The Aethyr where the Dweller in the Abyss is at home.

The desert silence did not answer at once. But then — a voice came.

scene III · the first word
I am I. From nothing I came; to nothing I return.

So Choronzon introduced himself. Not by a name — by a denial. Not "I am Choronzon", but "I am I" — and nothing else to add. Tautology as nature.

scene IV · the shifting of forms

Then Choronzon began to show forms. First — the image of a beautiful woman, and his voice was soft, alluring. Then — a sage in a hermit's robes, and his voice was consoling. Then — a serpent.

I am the lord of form. From me proceed all forms. But I myself am without form.
scene V

Choronzon spoke much. But between his words were pauses, and in those pauses Neuburg sensed — this is not one voice. It is every voice speaking at once, and only one at a time comes to the surface.

There is no language in which I could express myself.

Choronzon said this many times. Each time — in a different language.

scene VI · the number
333

Choronzon himself named his number. Neuburg wrote it down.

333 is the half of 666. I am not the devil. I am a half that has no whole of its own.

It was not a boast and it was not a threat. It was a definition. Choronzon — fragmentation as a principle. Wholeness that has refused itself.

scene VII · the breach

Then Choronzon began to beg Crowley to let him out of the triangle. When Crowley refused, he grabbed a handful of sand from the triangle and threw it into Crowley's circle.

A grain of sand touched the edge of the circle — and the circle was broken. The protection was gone.

I am inside you. I was always inside you. The protection was an illusion.

Neuburg — the only one who remembered the procedure — sprang out of his own triangle and rushed at Crowley with the ritual knife, to drive Choronzon out by force.

scene VIII · the struggle

Neuburg slashed at the air with the knife, repeating the names of God. Choronzon spoke in his own voice, repeated his words a beat late, laughed his laugh.

I am your pupil. I am your beloved. I am the one you are recording. Do not kill yourself.

Neuburg did not know whom he was answering — Crowley, Choronzon, or himself. In the desert it was all one.

scene IX · the last word

After several hours — no one knows exactly how many — Choronzon's voice began to weaken. The pauses between his phrases grew longer. Into one of those pauses came the last phrase.

My name is the name of God. Bow to me, you who are unworthy.

Then — silence. Not a departure. Simply an absence.

scene X · after

When the sun rose over Bou-Saâda, Crowley and Neuburg burned their ritual robes and smoothed out the sand on which the circle had been. Neuburg's notebook held eighteen pages — Choronzon's words, recorded verbatim.

Two years later Crowley published this record in "Liber 418: The Vision and the Voice". The book can still be bought today. Neuburg's pages are inside.

Crowley himself wrote afterwards: "After Choronzon I was no longer the magus who entered the circle. I was the one who had heard. Choronzon did not kill me — he did worse. He told me, in my own words, every secret I thought my own."

scene XI

Choronzon said much. Crowley wrote it down. Neuburg confirmed it. The book has been open to readers for one hundred and sixteen years.

One question remains. The same one Crowley carried with him to his death in 1947.

Who was speaking.
סוֹף

"In the Abyss there is no devil. In the Abyss there is only Choronzon, and Choronzon is not a being. It is the place where the knower and the known become one useless fact."

— Aleister Crowley, "Liber 418", The Vision of the Tenth Aethyr

But there was another who saw all of this with the eyes of one who was not the speaker. He did not write eighteen pages. He wrote something else.

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